"Success Land" ? Lol. I really don't know where exactly I am going, but I think I'm going to be successful in all that I do. That's what I've been planning since I was little, being successful I mean. I'm interested in a lot of things, but I know for sure that anything that I do involves impacting the world to better it. A lot has happened to make me think that the future lays dark and obscure for me, but I've been slowly been recovering the hope and drive I need to make the future as clear as I've wanted it to be all along.

Everything and everyone. Getting back to my natural roots helps a lot because that is who I truly am and so I meditate and go outside frequently. Sleeping also helps, as funny as that may sound, but you are closest to you in that state, and my best ideas come from it. I can hardly write lyrics awake but I get the best lyrics while falling asleep. Training oneself to be conscious while unconcious is something that helps, too.

I don't think it will be the end of the world, but possibly it could be the end of the world as we know it. Some huge revolutionary event could happen. Possibilities, possibilities. But I don't know. Could just be another regular day.

It sort of bites to be not of the real world but just in it. I mean, you really can't do much when under 18. I want to do a lot and I'm soooo tired of just being stuck. But time enables me to make plans. And then better them.

I've had the passion to better the world since I was little. To make it a real thing, firstly, it's off to college for me! I'm actually starting college a year and a half early so that is already started. Secondly, is grad school! I want to go to the Transpersonal Psychology Institute and get my doctorate. TP is really something lovely.

While in grad school I plan to start working on helping the Native American government with my minor in Native American Studies that I will have gotten whilst in 4 year. This year I am taking a whole year of college government so I will be well advised in American gov. politics.

I might join the FBI. To do what? Possibly go to other countries and help out. Might join the airforce during grad firstly though. But this part of the plan is complicated, see. 'Cause it's very undecided. I don't want to be stuck in the U.S. I want to travel and possibly live elsewhere. But that still might be possible being in the military or FBI. I just want to be free and still be able to help mass amount of people doing my everyday job.

What am I going to major in? Doubling is what I'll be doing. Art and something else. Possibly international relations or something a long those lines. Minors are English or writing and NA studies. You have to make money to help people, and I want to make loads of it so I can just give it to them. Go out on the street and just pick a person who looks like they could use some and just give it on Thursdays because that's my favorite day. Donate. Buy custom made things because those people deserve it. Support people with financial struggle, like I could rent a house for someone.

I want to write and make art for people. Not only inspiration wise but to sell it and get the money to mostly give it back to them somehow. Let's just say all of my life, everything in it, will be, and mostly is already, dedicated to them.

I volunteer weekly at the libarary but I think I can manage volunteering at the free clinic even when school starts and when I get a job. I hope that I can donate money monthly when I get it.

Well, there's some of my plan. Not very well described but I think you can get a picture ^^

Sadly, I can't remember. I don't really even know if I ever have. I am sure I have come close but I don't think I have ever had a conversation where all sides of the party felt like they were getting something out of it and something was communicated. If I ever have had one, it's been too long and I can't remember it. I don't talk much now and when I do, it's not genuine conversation.

I would love to meet people like me and become great friends with them. It has never happened before. I know that they are out there though. These people are of dark subcultures but are enlightened. Dark doesn't necessarily mean negative, yes? They love darker things, love emotion, love life and death, love themselves, understand the qualites of people and love them. They think a long the lines of new horizons seen before by the enlightened and now they. They are the ones who I already love most in the world because we have the connection. I think we seek one another already. I'll meet them and love them and vice versa. It's already happening.

I loved the learning aspects of it but I hated school, mainly because of the people and how things were ran. College is great though, I love that. It's just that any school I had before that was just blah. I blame the small town factor and how people just are around here. Very conservative for the most part.

My grandfather always loves to talk about how I stood on this big boulder and sang "God Bless America" when I was about 6. Haha XD He's an old coot but I like when he is positive. So the memory is of when my grandfather lights up on his face and is what he is truly meant to be: a positive person. He is often so negative but knowing he can be happy is a joy to me.