Posted on May 12th, 2009
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I deny myself the capability to completely give up. That's a pretty nifty denial; not a bad one at all.
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Posted on Apr 11th, 2009
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I'd like someone to help me balance myself. I am many things but I seem to not be able to balance all of them (all of myself.) Whenever I tried to be either/or, I couldn't do it and knew that was wrong choice to make anyway. But I still haven't been able to find that inner "balance."
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Posted on Mar 20th, 2009
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I am that I am, and that is all I ever will be. Being.
Best I can describe myself.
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Posted on Feb 23rd, 2009
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On the roof or in a tree.... :)
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Posted on Feb 15th, 2009
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When the turns do not seem as dark, anymore and the path becomes more like a trail in the forest rather than a dimly-lit hallway in a castle.
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Posted on Jan 27th, 2009
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Just trying to be more "open" and truthful to myself. It's hard to tap into a higher self I can't seem to exactly locate or think of completely. I know I am there, but there are walls I haven't figured out how to destroy. Yet.
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Posted on Jan 23rd, 2009
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I really do not know, yet. I'll find that place some day, but I can say with the utmost certainty it will be a place where I meet Truth.
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Posted on Jan 21st, 2009
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Well, everday I suppose! In my view, I am dependent on the Divine. Without Them, I would feel unlike myself. I would not be myself. They give me everything I need for They are the Creators of All. They do not give me what I do not need, for They are Wise. I am dependent on the Divine also, because my love is evermore enlightened by Them and Their creations, and without feeling love, I would be without myself.
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Posted on Jan 20th, 2009
by Erika
I've got a bundle of books of all types of subjects. "Exploring Auras," "1000 Masterpieces of European Painting," "The New Revelations, A Conversation with God," "Ghost Hunters," "Drawing," etc... Books are always a beautiful thing to me. I get so excited when I can buy a new book. So having my little library in my dorm is a magnificent thing :) It's truly beautiful.
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Posted on Jan 16th, 2009
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I realize that life is both chaotic and organized, and yet, it is also neither. You name a duality about life and it is all of those things, yet none. I also realize that particularly in my life, my balance has been off for a long time. Considering I am only 18, that means it's been off most of my life. The inbalances lie in my thinking, my emotions, my body, which all add up to the inbalance of my spirit. I am working on balancing myself by finally balancing the objective with the subjective. I'm not just going to sit anymore and think; I am now also going to go out and be.
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